no2ta gedeeda (mumken ne3allay aw newatty men 3andaha)

maddaye2tesh la2, bass el no2ta ennana makontesh faker enn el mawdoo3 lel daragadee. huwwa fee 7aga 7elwa, heyya enny fahamt men kalamek ennek mabsoota, bass wade7 ennek bardo metkattefa, zayyuhunna!, anyway mafeesh deek wala 7aga, wana mabsoot 3ashan enty mabsoota, laken el 7ekaya fel wa2t wel a7dass mesh bel shakl el gameel w shorb el 3aseer fee Cilantro, ana ma3andeesh mushkela ma3a Cilantro bezzat, sa7ee7 ana baddaye2 3ashan ana leghayet delwa2ty mesh 3aref 2eza kont anta2ha (seelantro) walla (scheelantro), bass ya3ny this is not a big deal wekaman badam ma3aky fa mesh mushkela a3raf essmo asasan, bass ana nefsy at3arraf 3alaiky aktar wa3arrafek 3alayya (da el aham), 3ala ra2yy el ostaz Bryan Adams keda; "i wanna know you inside out". i hate the feeling that we are still benlayyenn, da sakheef w nefssy agarreeh besor3a, bas wade7 enn da 7ayeb2a sa3b fee zell el zoroof el masreyya ellateefa elly 7akma nazret el bashareyya lel omoor. ma3a enny wallahy kont 7atet 2amal 3areeda 3ala el mawdoo3 da bezzat, laken anyway meen 3aref, 2e7temal teb2a el 7agat ass hal men keda wenty mega3alassaha, we7temal tekoon heyya zeft fe3lan, we7temal tekoony beteshtaghaleeny (bass mazonnesh), we7temal tekoony enty elly el mashakel 7atentehy 3andaha "danta el wa7eed mennohom te2dar terayya7na", we7temal enty elly tekoony bedayet mar7ala gedeeda fel mashakel "weyyak tekoon zayyohom wetroo7 we tegra7na", wallahy mesh 3aref w mesh 3awez ab2a maleket na7l w mesh 3awez ab2a sayyad kazer metannesh dameero, fanty forssa, 7assab khayaly ya3ny. 2egry bel wa2t ma3aya 3ashan ana bazha2 "beteb3edeeny 3an 7ayatek bel malal"; hal ana malool ? walla da tab3 regaly (law fee 7aga essmaha keda) ? fel 7altain ana mesh merta7 wenta ya Rab 3aref ennana mesh merta7 sa7ee7 ennana ennahrda kont mabsoot w ta3ban w sallait, laken enta 3aref ennana mesh gay, w mesh maleket na7l. ana ana, fal mawdoo3 7ayemshy walla 7ateb3atly 3ashan a7awwel le7aga feehom ?